Two weeks ago I started my new Job.
I was trained in a different location then my actual workplace! I have been
learning a lot of new things and it seemes like I can’t get anything else into
my brain=) But I guess I still don’t know all of the things I am supposed to
know. And tomorrow l will start at my actual work place. I will be the store
manager of a women’s clothing store called ChicorĂ©e. I was super nervous. I worried
that I won’t be good enough and that I would fail. That I wouldn’t lead in a
godly way. But today I was on a walk with God and I just talked to him about
it. Oh and he reminded me of how he has chosen me for this job. He will be the
actual store manager and not me. He will work through me and he will love
through me. I won’t always be able to do everything and that’s why I depend on
him. He again showed me today, that He is in charge over everything. He has
chosen me for this job, because He believes in me. He knows that I won’t be
able to do everything perfect but God doesn’t look for the able ones but for the
available ones. So I am available with the knowledge that I might fail
sometimes. But only to grow stronger and get better in what I do!
So with all those thoughts and
worries I prayed a lot for God’s kingdom to come. I prayed that the Lord will
bring heaven on earth. I thought of what it would look like to have heaven on
earth. And I realized that God chooses us believers for jobs like mine. So we
can lead in godly ways. God places us in different situations so we can handle
it with the love of Jesus Christ. It has become really important for me to be
different. I want to see heaven on earth. But God wants to use me to make it happen.
He could do it alone but for some strange reasons he has chosen us people as
his tools to bring heaven on earth. So I thought of daily things I could do, to
make a difference and live a kingdom life! I just smiled at people in the
morning and greeted them. Sometimes they looked at me like I am from a
different planet. It was so amusing to see the responses of all those people in
the morning. Or I waited for the train. And everybody wants to get in the train
first to get the best seat. And I felt like God told me to wait and let other
people go in first, cause they deserve the best seat as much as I do. And I did,
and the Lord still provided a good seat for me. I know those are just little
things. But if we are not faithful in the little things like honoring the
people around us, how can God trust us with bigger things!
I really want to see the Kingdom of
God. But not when I get to heaven. I want to see it here and now! And want to
see heaven here on earth and to see this I gotta value and honor the people
around me. I need to use the authority God has given me with love and humility!
So I encourage you to ask the Lord
what part you play in bringing heaven on earth! Help me to pray for an
awakening! I want to see every generation on their knees praising God! I want
to see all the nations give glory to our King in heaven! Be blessed during this
week and use the authority God has given you. Ask him for wisdom how and when
to use it!
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